Dear Mum
I have decided to talk to you, to let you know my feelings. I want to know why you did it. My story is short. I have stayed inside you for only three months. I was very comfortable and warm. I felt really protected.
I know you are a special person because I ate
the food you ate. I longed for the day I would see your face. Nine months was a
long time to wait, but I was determined to wait. I had to be patient.....continue
One day I heard you discussing with a man concerning
me, and at some stage you quarreled. The man then offered you some money to get
rid of me. I was happy and prayed that this meant that I would at least see
you, the only person that I knew in the world: I was wrong. I had almost
forgotten the issues until I felt something sharp pierce my tiny ear.
I jerked silently and in pain, and asked you
to protect me. Seconds later the object came, fiercer than before. My tiny was
cut up, starting from the ears then arms and legs. It was an agonizing
experience, my head was then cut off and I died.
It took me a whole hour to die, a whole hour for an innocent three months human being to be murdered. I remember the whole incidence vividly and I keep asking myself, what I did to deserve that cruel death? Why me? Why did you do it to me? And why was I not given a chance to live? I know you are having a lot of nightmares. You remain guilty for the foolishly act.
Please explain to your God why you committed the
heinous act. Personally I have forgiven you though I never lived to see your
face. My journey to back to my creator
was safe and I arrived safely. I was given a red carpet welcome by an angel. I am
in fact, without bitterness.It took me a whole hour to die, a whole hour for an innocent three months human being to be murdered. I remember the whole incidence vividly and I keep asking myself, what I did to deserve that cruel death? Why me? Why did you do it to me? And why was I not given a chance to live? I know you are having a lot of nightmares. You remain guilty for the foolishly act.
I still love you mum.
So pathetic!
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